First Impressions:

I felt like I have cheated my self. I am going no where. It seems like I am in a jungle now with no clear visible path. I need to find first a direction and then proceed out of it as soon as possible.

I am gasping for time. Yet I like to waste whatever time that I have got. It looks like I have to make up for the lost time asap as it is crucial for me in this period of time.